A Mystery

My heart is elsewhere even if it is not wanted..

Today, I'm gonna write something about a mystery, It is just happening right now. First of all, I confess that at some point I'm wrong at what I'm doing, I really want to change my mind, but something deep is not allowing me to change myself. I'm a man in full bloom, but not married yet. I've spent the best years of my life in recent fours years, I went through many calamities and hardships in which my soul is nourished. I was just searching for light in people full of darkness. These incidents of my life took all of my trust outta my heart and made me a person who couldn't trust anyone. I always tried to adopt new environments so I must not break at any stage again. But now here comes the current story, I work in a small firm and a lady is always around me here, she is an amazing person. Very friendly with a beautiful heart, physically attractive and quite charming. She is married and now mother of a kid. Some months ago I was having some beeps in my heart...

I am of a different kind, I do love in secrecy, nourish my soul in the dark and silence.. I don't stare in eyes, I'm aiming at the soul.